NOT THE full-picture of the 1908-1909\TRANSFORMATION of life;\BUT: the single best contribution to its revitalization YOU may ever learn about period facto these CIA-agents running CULTURE now are fuckin' NOBODiesxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I wanna touch the light, the heat--I FEEL in YOUReyes! And so said Peter Gabriel to me as I sat in the car waiting to gointo the gas-station and BUY some GARBAGE pail KIDS cards and get that gum I liked so much and I didn’t think a bit about how SHITTY this music was? I surely did think it and BEGGED, literallBEGGED to have it switched-off? Yeah, same as with ENYA and SADE and so many other of these musical icons of the time thaetIGOTFED\off Me Parents syndroming of THEIR CULTURE lives.

So, top down on the LeBaron, music BLARIN’ the sun is up and the beach is NIGH. I’m pretty sure it’s the 1980’s now.FREEDOM, we all thought finally from the peasant life of the time, TOTAL inclusion, ROBOcop, RAMBO!!!!!? ROCKY, for sure; and the summer blockbuster routine, the arcades, the opening-up of some NEW THING or another and the total destitution of my NOW, thanks, I figured it could all go on forever and ever and ever as if nothing itself ever made a matter out of nothing at all but the sad-FACT of lives::::no ONE believed in the 1980s, themselves; what they thought, at the time, was thaet there wasn’t anything better to do with one’s time actually it IS(dead-cool; thiese tech-objects, reebock-pumps, the tape-players, cd-s\and the VHS, the betaMAX and that giant square disk thing; whatever it WAS, goin’ on, it was goin’ on in my private spherical of life itself and THAT is the foundationCALL of culture-making.

BUT::::and this is where the culture
runs out of STEAM:there NEVER was ANY resilience IN IT\at\all\.NO one could contemplate the seriousness of TURNING OFF THEIR steroes at the time it was almost a fucking god-given RIGHT.A collective ZOMBIE, no doubt BUT:a ‘zombie’ on parada, all together, which is a different ANIMAL from thaet of the initial PARAGRAPHsz.But. not really when you think of it as ‘freedom of the SUPERCROWD, cause thaet means:I got to shape a select SLICE of my life-STYLE;and whaet thaet meant to most people of tha\t\time-period\WAS,\I\no\longer\CAREwhat this essay is about; BUT, I am willing to entertain the THOUGHT thae\T\IdoCARE\for\the\AMERICAn\people????

GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEADS: the losers, the dead-fuckin’ plastic factory of shit? Yes, thaet was fuckin’ nuthin’ at all, at.tha\t.T\i\m\e\they cannot just get around on BEIN’ THE better judger on life and TELLIN’ every single other soul around WHAT IS FUCKIN’ what. Cause that? That is FOR SURE what was simmer jimmerin’ all around the fandangle of this SUPER DUPER reality: court-houses, police ticketAGENTS and every lost-cause item* of DOGSLEDDING a false PREMISE(thaet the GOVERNMENT is a problem to SORT THE FUCK out of MY so-called life(which is the VERSION of it thaet I DECIDED about then((\”.

THat is: “listen to MOMMY; never countenance DAdIFAtALL\and, should you want to scry the DIRECTION of your LIBERATION? It’s with the direction of DIVORCE standards across the continent thaet operated as a kind of pressure-release on a SYNDROME of culture thaet KNEW IT WAS n \’\/\t`\not fakin’IT,till it MADE IT, ”big TIME!``.

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